Better Not Tell You Now

by Strawberry Boy

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1.
(First Song) 01:37
2.
Standing underwater with a head full of fire Dressed angry and dismal in a thousand dresses too small But my mother's maiden name claimed to be a one -size-fits-all fix all So I caught flame and burned away
3.
Now I'm running Now I'm glancing through windows and doorways at illuminated dismay Someday we'll wake up Someday we'll break up the halos around us Swearing stars surround us shouting "Finally, finally!" Now we can see Running to the end of days Falling in between Festive lights cling to our eyelids We're putting salt in our tea But finally, finally! Now we can see
4.
Glitter 02:55
A horseshoe around my neck A lucky silver weight A glitter in my spine Please make me permanent! Sun at noon on the longest day Then shortening to the end Summer light is skin deep Solar flares cause heartache I don't think fondly of you A burden on my neck A heavy silver weight The years fall on my spine It doesn't get easier Sun at noon on the longest day Then shortening to the end Summer light is skin deep Solar flares cause heartache I don't think fondly of you
5.
Pink Houses 03:18
Shouting "Fire!" from the kitchen Running barefoot into walls Breathing fingerprints of ashes and ignoring all your calls A trick of wind and our dry skin caught flame Why do the dogs return every night to this pink house with empty walls? Wet from the rain/ a sick refrain catching in their throats Join the angel choir of sirens Join the singing in the street Offer chorus to the ending of our carpet covered feet A trick of wind and our dry skin caught flame Why do the dogs return every night to this pink house with empty walls? Wet from the rain/ a sick refrain catching in their throats (Burning down the walls) (Smoke filling their throats)
6.
(Interlude) 00:42
7.
Joanne 01:31
Close the oven door Joanne The calico is melting in the bedroom Close the oven door Joanne You can't remember what you've forgotten Close the oven door Joanne The calico is melting the the basement Close the oven door Joanne You can't remember what you've forgotten
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Once I was a daughter unlucky and full of scars Now I make a good ghost with the sunlight on my skin Picture the sharp objects in your mind then form them with your mouth and sing in tally marks Are you afraid? Don't be afraid. Once I was forgiven for all of a mother's sins Then I had a child who only knew how to say when Are you afraid? I am afraid. Once I was a good ghost with see through and sun filled skin Now I have a daughter with a paper cut toothed grin Shaking through the years Drawing pillow staining tears Running towards the grave On roads Joanne had paved Good News! We bit our tongues for you
9.
Saturn, return to me- I've waited ages patiently Arranging days around the sun as I grow older Iron gates remember rust I'll pass the time collecting dust Cut my losses/ attach my grief to calling strangers Will the weeds grow back in time for me to mourn a lost July? Play the hand you love the most despite the odds Saturn, return to me- I haven't moved from this debris With hearts resigned and fingers crossed I'll see you again when the day breaks Come back to me Dandelions fill my eyes and see me through our last goodbyes Telephones ring through my ears the operator cuts the lines Nails found their way into my toes/ my joints/ my shaking bones Thirty years is not enough to convince me you're coming home Saturn swept me off my feet In rage he set the house alight Scared you out into a night that fire left hollow
10.
Whispering long gone secrets through tin cans as we shelter in place Chewing on nails chain mail and lace This new spring breathes cold air and the fevers fill our lungs It's cicada season and it's such a relief That our singing in the trees drowns out your winter voice this time When we're free of the dead skin and frostbite that we lived in When we hold curving lands flat between our open arms with the promise of: Golden light lengthening Honey skies baking blackbird pies It's cicada season and it's such a relief that our singing in the trees drowns out your winter voice It's cicada season and it's such a relief that a headstrong song in standard time can hold our gaze then glisten and subside We learned to sing Our fear is gone Our wars are won until the next time We're shining bright We're holding tight until the cold comes Ask again later Better not tell you now Shaking the eight ball Fading from memory

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released June 5, 2023

Drums on Joanne, Joanne in All Her Dresses, Glitter, and Pink Houses performed by Joe Watson recorded at Musicland Studios, London, England
Drums on Ungrateful Child, The Ungrateful Child Learns to Sing, Saturn Exalted, and Oxford Spring '20 Performed by Matt Kelly recorded at S&R Studios, London, England
Guitars, bass, banjo, vocals, additional synth, glockenspiel performed by Simon Small, recorded at S&R Studios, London, England
Piano on Oxford Spring '20 performed by Rachel Kennedy recorded at S&R Studios with additional engineering from Sam Ayres
Strings recorded at S&R Studios, London, England
Cello performed by Matthew Strover
Violin performed by Megan Hill
Vocals, keyboard, additional synth, trumpet, glockenspiel performed by Sarah Bogosh recorded at Type One, Chicago, IL
Gang vocals on Oxford Spring '20 by Sarah Bogosh, Simon Small, Marc Bannes, Nicolette Alvarez, Mark Jaeschke, and Logan Bloom recorded at Type One, Chicago, IL
Songs and lyrics by Sarah Bogosh
Produced by Simon Small and Sarah Bogosh
Recording, mixing, mastering, and additional songwriting by Simon Small
Ungrateful Child and The Ungrateful Child Learns to Sing originally written by Andy Hendricks, Benj Rowe, Timothy McPherrin, Mark Jaeschke and Sarah Bogosh as Pinto in 2014
Artwork by Sarah Bogosh
Design by Andy Hendricks

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